Her hair was long and straight.
Brown and straight.
Her skin, so pure.
No signs of imperfection.
Her eyes so beautiful.
Color so magnificent.
Her voice so soft.
As soft as a pillow.
Her personality so, so, bubblely.
So, nice and caring.
Her figure so slim.
And so smooth.
Her face so round,
and Beatuiful.
About three weeks later.
Talking to her,
spending so much time together.
Asking each other questions.
Replying to each question.
In conversation she tells me,
"I am engaged."
My heart breaks,
it hurts.
A few days later.
Still hanging out.
I talk to her as I did before.
Still feeling my heart sink at what I canno
Quietly music plays in the background.
People sitting, typing, reading, playing cards, playing chess, drinkng
coffee, writing.
People writing, people reading, people sitting.
Quietly music plays in the background.
People silent, sitting silent, reading silent, not to break the silence and
grace.
People writing, people reading, people sitting.
Quielty music plays in the background.
Painting hanging on the walls. Paintings of people, paintings or plants.
People writing, people reading, people sitting.
People.
Yes, the title means what it means, I am coming out on the Net. Uh huh, I am sure some of you are thinking, "Well, it is about time." :p
Yes, I am coming out, I AM BI!!! I do like girls and I do like boys. I am looking at it this way, bi-sexual (to like both sex, for those of you who dont know. WHich I hope isnt very many) is the way I prefer to be. I realized back about Christmas time, last year, that I was denying myself the truth and I finally admitted to myself that I WAS BI! Well, I told all my friends and one of my two sisters that I was bi. Everyone that I told has stood by me and given me a 100% back up on my decision.
Well, that br
Tired, eyes heavy.
Heavy as a boulder.
Falling, falling shut.
Sleep, wanting to sleep.
Fighting, fighting the inevitable.
Of which is sleep, sleep.
Darkness behind my lids.
Nothing of anything.
Sleep, sleep, sleep.
Eyes shutting, shutting.
Arms heavy. fighting to keep my eyes open.
Finally allowing to shut.
Eyes showing the darkness behind my lids.
Finally, relaxed, sleep, sleep, sleep.
Rest.
I am not sure when it happened. I would have to say around the age of 11 years old. I was only an innocent child. Not knowing what Mother Nature's wrath could be like for those who disobey her. All I know is that when it happened I was scared shitless. Now I know how serious her wrath can be.
It all happened out at Camp Hiawatha, a Boy Scout camp West of Munising, about an hour and a half from here. It was out in the middle of the woods, with some beautiful scenery. Lots of trees and plenty of creatures to go around for everyone. This camp had buildings; showers, toilets, sleeping barracks for the camp executive, nurses station and some stor
I wrote this because I have a friend stationed in Okanawa, Japan. He is stationed over there because he is in the Marines and for all we know he could be sent to Iraq, any time soon. Well, this piece is based on the feelings that me and his family feel. Not knowing what might happen the next day. So enjoy, and leave a comment if you would like.
TaoZander
I wrote this because I have a friend stationed in Okanawa, Japan. He is stationed over there because he is in the Marines and for all we know he could be sent to Iraq, any time soon. Well, this piece is based on the feelings that me and his family feel. Not knowing what might happen the next day. So enjoy, and leave a comment if you would like.
TaoZander
I am not sure when it happened. I would have to say around the age of 11 years old. I was only an innocent child. Not knowing what Mother Nature's wrath could be like for those who disobey her. All I know is that when it happened I was scared shitless. Now I know how serious her wrath can be.
It all happened out at Camp Hiawatha, a Boy Scout camp West of Munising, about an hour and a half from here. It was out in the middle of the woods, with some beautiful scenery. Lots of trees and plenty of creatures to go around for everyone. This camp had buildings; showers, toilets, sleeping barracks for the camp executive, nurses station and some stor
Tired, eyes heavy.
Heavy as a boulder.
Falling, falling shut.
Sleep, wanting to sleep.
Fighting, fighting the inevitable.
Of which is sleep, sleep.
Darkness behind my lids.
Nothing of anything.
Sleep, sleep, sleep.
Eyes shutting, shutting.
Arms heavy. fighting to keep my eyes open.
Finally allowing to shut.
Eyes showing the darkness behind my lids.
Finally, relaxed, sleep, sleep, sleep.
Rest.
Yes, the title means what it means, I am coming out on the Net. Uh huh, I am sure some of you are thinking, "Well, it is about time." :p
Yes, I am coming out, I AM BI!!! I do like girls and I do like boys. I am looking at it this way, bi-sexual (to like both sex, for those of you who dont know. WHich I hope isnt very many) is the way I prefer to be. I realized back about Christmas time, last year, that I was denying myself the truth and I finally admitted to myself that I WAS BI! Well, I told all my friends and one of my two sisters that I was bi. Everyone that I told has stood by me and given me a 100% back up on my decision.
Well, that br
Quietly music plays in the background.
People sitting, typing, reading, playing cards, playing chess, drinkng
coffee, writing.
People writing, people reading, people sitting.
Quietly music plays in the background.
People silent, sitting silent, reading silent, not to break the silence and
grace.
People writing, people reading, people sitting.
Quielty music plays in the background.
Painting hanging on the walls. Paintings of people, paintings or plants.
People writing, people reading, people sitting.
People.
Current Residence: Inver Grove heights, MN Favourite genre of music: Alternative Favourite photographer: None Favourite style of art: None Operating System: Windows XP Shell of choice: None Wallpaper of choice: None Skin of choice: N/A Favourite cartoon character: Dilbert Personal Quote: We are not perfect we can only improve.
Well, Looking back to when I last placed a journal entry. it has been a little over a 2.5 years since my last entry. That is probably due to the forgetfullness or lack of knowledge that I still had this. Any way, I am doing good. Still single, actually working on that. Going on a date, not really a date, just hanging out with someone that I met. Anywho, I am aware of this place again, so. Hopefully I can get some more pictures uploaded here. :-) I'm out for the night.
Later
I know it has been a long, by long, i mean a couple of months, time since I last wrote in here. Well, now that I have access to a computer again. I can write some more in here. WAHHHOOOOO! I have missed writing in here and hearing all of my friends suggestions. Now, I can start again. So, dont hesitate on leaving suggestions. Remember, this little saying.
Suggestions are exactly that. Suggestions. So, dont worry about saying anything about what I wrote. That is how we improve our writting, is through suggestions.
;)
Tao Zander
It has been an extremely long time since I hace been on this site. I do apologize greatly to anyone who is waiting for something new to come from me. I have very little new to do with. I have one thing which I will put out. Watch for something new. ;-)
Tao